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[Dec. 20th, 2004|12:50 pm] |
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uh yeah. supposed to be in gym. fuck that. we had a sub and i was bored so me and steph came here. yahh..
uh as of right now im mad at mike. i was considering just completely cutting him. but like, i dunno. what he did was really shitty, but i still love him. i just really hate what he did. and then ja had to get involved and tell me i fkd up shit btwn him and mike. but its completely not my fault that mike lied about shit that there was no need to lie about, especially not to ja. ja told me he was mad at me for "fkn shit up with him and mike" and i was like whatever fck you then. and then i hear from dina that he wasnt mad at me, he only said that so id fix things w/ mike. im not gonna forgive him for someone else. thats bullshit. he called me last night and i was really short w/ him. didnt even say i love you when we hung up. oh well. im not over it yet. he can deal w/ it. its not that i dont love him, i just need time.
joey said it best on friday night - "stine, hes not here right now. you shouldnt have to deal w/ that. just have fun. you're young. live it up" or something along those lines. i was like aw joey lol i love him
so uh 2 weekends ago i was sick beyond belief. doctors thought i had mono. so i was out of work for like a week and i stayed in bed all weekend. only left my house sunday at like 6 to go to the bank. lol fun weekend..i didnt even get to go to the motion city show w/ heather. omg i was so upet and i felt bad. but i was like dieing lol
the weekend that just passed was alright. friday night was sick. i killed an entire water bottle full of vodka, pretty much on my own. i was retarted. me & shibs went to justins house. it was justin, shib, me & john. "watched" half baked lol then we met up w/ Paulie, Mike, Joey, Billy and others i think at wendys. then we walked around and ended up at johns house. yeah. lol <3. i (steph told shib she wanted to shake my hand. lmfao) dont remember anything else lol. walking home was insaneeeeeee. from johns to shibs. lmfao. i was so done. i kept going into the middle of the street and i was like "shib im sorry im so retarted" i apparently fell off her bed 3x when i was getting changed?! lmfao. woke up saturday morning and my hip hurt lol. oh well.
christmas is soon. uh yeah. we get to wear elf hats at work. siiiiiiiiiiick
speaking of work : me & dina Vs. jay & george....
those boys are goin downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lmfao lmfao lmfao. me and d are gonna kick assssss
im working everyday this week except wednsday and saturday (christmas). yeahh. but wednsday i have an appt w/ Katherine Gibbs for like a campus tour and all that bullshit. i dont even know what i wanna do w/ my life, or if i even wanna go to college. but whatever.
Jess is home for a monthhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she came over last night at like 1030. chilled til 12ish. i love her. im glad shes home for a long time. i didnt get to see her much when she was home last time. too wrapped up w/ the marines. but all thats gonna change this time. i love her to peices and im excited to get to actually spend time w/ her rather than just online or through texts all day. lol. <333333 much love, yo
DIANE CAME INTO MY JOB YESTERDAY!! me & dina were talking about how she used to call for the key and then like 2 minutes later we're like "DIANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" we gave her huge hugs. omfg i miss her so much you have no idea. i love her
finally started using my myspace last night. my emails : xnothing_lastsx@yahoo.com search me and we can be friends =) aw lol i have like 7 friends within like an hour. i was like siiiiiiiiiiick. friggin thing is addicting lol. myspace is like the new livejournal lol
okay bye <3
iFKNownx10: i tend to talk a lot though
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: ...i know
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: esp when ur drunk
iFKNownx10: lmfao
iFKNownx10: really?
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: oh yea
iFKNownx10: LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO
iFKNownx10: what was i saying?
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: i have no idea
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: you were slurring so bad and it sounded like crhg bv bcruhwvb bfeuw
iFKNownx10: lmfao
iFKNownx10: i was so gone
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and id be like yo all i hea ri s fgrygbvh vbreihbv cb....what are you saying?
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and ur like what?
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: what are you talking about?
iFKNownx10: lmfao i dont remember that at all
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and we repeated that convo like for about...THE HOLE WALK!
iFKNownx10: all i remember from the walk is going in the middle of the road and being like "im sorry im so retarted" hahahaa
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: it was more like "imshorwwy im shooooooooo retaredddddddnfdsff"
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: followed by a giggle
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: a fkn giggle
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: not a luagh
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: or a smile
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: or a chuckle
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: no hehe or haha...not even a he ha
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: nope...a fkn giggle
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: a grly high pitched giggle
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and i wnated to pee
iFKNownx10: LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: it was at that moment when i realised why i love hangign out with you so much haha
iFKNownx10: LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO
iFKNownx10: I DIDNT KNOW I WAS THAT BAD
iFKNownx10: no caps
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: oh u were
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: ...you fell 3 times!!!!
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and only KINDA remeber one
iFKNownx10: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah
iFKNownx10: was i talking at all oat johns house?
iFKNownx10: at*
iFKNownx10: or just on the walk?
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: ehh...not really at johns
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: mainly on the walk
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: you dranbk on the wlak too
iFKNownx10: i know
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: and i think thats when it started to kick
iFKNownx10: i remembering killing it and throwing the bottle lol
s0 fkn gLam0rouS: haha yea
iFKNownx10: i was like "i want more" and you were like " no just finish that and you're done" |
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[Dec. 13th, 2004|02:46 am] |
so ive come to realize that the only reason i really have this thing is to do surveys and quizzes and shit. and since its 250 and i cant sleep...
( im stealing a quiz from es<3 ) |
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| updating again?! wtf |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|12:43 pm] |
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| | new found glory | ] |
yeah so i dont have to leave for Bonnie's for like 45 mins so im stealing a survey from shib bc im bored and my puppy is driving me insane. and thats the end of that
( less than 48 hours til i get to see Michael =D )
okay time to feed Freddy then go to Bonnie...then head to the library for the rest of the night =/
<32 fkn days<3 |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|04:57 pm] |
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weekend was borrrrrrrring...
last night was um aggravating to say the least. drove Andrew to Islandia at like 1145. got home at like 130. drank til like 3. passed out. woke up today at like 4. hahaha.
this weekend was gay.
Shib quit =/. have a "mandatory meeting about green friday" in an hour. FUCK YOU KB TOYS
( uh i stole this from Jess bc im cool )
alright. so that only wasted 8 minutes...
so lets discuss the real reason why i wanna quit KB lol
...last night, im driving to work, and i get a call from Shib. 1st thing she says "im quitting" and im thinking its bc of Ed bc hes a douchebag. so im like "uh why". yeah turns out some guy that was at the mall with his two kids got into an argument with some teenagers (i believe) and they shot him in one side w/ a silencer & stabbed him in the other side... so i go there, get mcdonalds w/ Lou & Jess (people i work with) and yeah. there's blood all over the floor by the news stand & the verizon stand thing. .. sick, right? and i called my mom and told her i was quitting or whatever bc im like freaking out. thats some seriously scary shit and she goes "you work in a toy store. whats the worst that could happen?" i was like wow fuck you haha. so i have to stay. until i find a new job.. but Andrew gave an app to his job. telemarketing. 10$ an hr. pshhhhhhhhh. its like 5 mins away. lol. thats good money lol
wow so this entry was a whole lot of ramble.
uh i get to see Michael in 4 days. can we discuss the excited-ness!!!! =D i love him <3 |
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| 5 days =D |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blood red summer `coheed & cambria | ] |
so lately shit has been good & bad i guess..
-panic attacks everyday when i go to school
+being drunk & breaking 8 laws by 1130 in the morning, rather than being in school
-watching biodome made me lose like 5 iq points lol
+..but hey i got to watch it with my hot manager jay lol
++++MICHAEL COMES HOME IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333
-ed, my other manager, is much like fkn dilhoff
+bonnie is really helping me. yayy =D
+i fkn love freddy to the max. yeayyyy for puppies
+haning out w/ John stoned. hahahaha fkn good times
+texas <3 aw. i love him lol
+seeing John Anthony, Marcus, & Chris in like 5 days! yeay
-i havent seen jess in foreber
+i saw FI Mark at the mall the other day. i almost peed myself lol
-i have to get an mri bc of my migraines. booo
-jdot is shaving his mohawk =/ lol
+im addicted to tetris haha its ridiculous
+i might be going to night school. woohooo
-i miss diane. tons
-i need to learn to stand up for myself like whoa
+jdot & menthols.. not a pretty feeling..4 hrs of tetris..cold burger.. i love siobhan lol
+me & Justin had a nice long talk last night while our friends smoked lol i love them
-we're starting our thesis in english. im scared
-shane is being an asshole
+drama drama drama drama drama... just kidding thats a def -
+motion city & starting line in december!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
-my school is full of fkn of dirtbags
-/+..i wonder who won the football game today
+i debated with Foppiano on Friday about smoking and such. it was greatttt
-i hate being a girl. the end
-i miss mine & Dina's 2bf's =(
+Michael is staying over on Friday =D. i love himmmmmmmmmmmmmm a lot a lot a lot
-john's smarter than me, even when he's stoned lol. thats sad
anyway. thats all i can remember. for now. i missed like 9797892146829462489629486287521468415245178451287451827451872451287451274512974511246715487125412189419284075239750276037468324976893 things, but oh well. ill edit or something.
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[Oct. 24th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
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| | vinnehs voice <3 | ] |
hanyway! Vinneh is awesome.
Friday was a good day...
after school me & Siobhan went to the doc bc um yeah, im sick again (sinus infection. die) and so we're going home and we're on the exit for 109 off Southern State and some guy decides hey im gonna make this exit 2 lanes. so me and Siobhan are like flipping out. i honk a lot and give him the finger. and he calls me a little girl. so the honking and finger giving continues ... his son decides hes gonna be tough and he stuck his head out the window and started telling us he was gonna slap the shit out of us.. HEY ID LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY! fuckin a.. anyway. then we go to foodtown to get my check. yeah. lights went out. LEARN TO PAY YOUR FUCKING BILLS YOU FUCKIGN WASTE OF SPACE COCKSSS. so yeah. we went to Shibbs' i think. that night we hung out w/ Dina, Me, Shibbs, Vinneh, Paulie, Michael, Joey, Justin, Billy, Phil & his gf (for like .2 seconds), John from lindy, John (who will from here on out be called Handshake) and other people. they ate goldfish. people made out. body parts were seen. we fit 9 people in my car. i was volunteered to make out w/ 5 people that night. HOORAY!. and i kissed 0 of them lol. the end. i got a handshake. those kids are mad chill. the end <3
Saturday. we met Tammy's dog. def a no go. lol. thennnn um i went to Alex's w/ Siobhan. Tommy & his gf, Juan & Sam, Moe? and us were there. good times.. Jack Daniels & Snapple Apple <3 the end. walking to 7-11 to get Sarah and other random gas stations trying to get cigs lol then walking back to Alex's to get his ID to get cigs. lol. finally got em.. then back to Alex's and they decided to go to the movies. so i left and hung out w/ Vinneh and the same kids from Friday only more kids were there. drammmmaaa city. lemme tell you. refusing to go to a tenament party (ps-LMFAO! haha i love Vinneh, Robert & Paulie). seeing Mike (my best friends little brother)'s ass... yeah that was uh special. kids almost getting arrested. stealing signs from Foodtown. cuddling w/ the past. finding out same shady bullshit. whatever. talked to Michael <3.. and then Vinneh ;) the end. good night.
todayyyyyyyy.. OMFG. we met another dog. her names Arisza, shes 1, chow. A-FUCKING-DORABLE. i want it i want it i want ittttttttttttttttttttt. <3 then hung out w/ Jess, Vinneh & Dina. we came here and played uno. good times. Jess went home & so did Vinneh. me Dina & Shibbs attempted to get Mouse Trap, but alas, 20$ is def not gonna happen lol. uhh then weeee.. went to Shibbs, she did Dina's hair. we left & hung out w/ Vinneh & his friend Jared (sp?). cool kids. drove Dina home. then back to Vinneh's.. "HANDSHAKES" OWN!... i love how im so used to getting my boobs touched by my friends that it doesnt even bother me anymore.
tomm=starting my new job. TOOT! shibbs said its a fun job. so yay. uh. after school, going to the mall w/ Vinneh & Dina to get a bra ;) oooohhhh... yeah good times...
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okay i just feel the need to say this..
...... you decided to add yourself to OUR group and then just take him away. you seem to ALWAYS do that. no matter who it is. you ALWAYS need allllllllllll the attention from the guy in our group. whose next? bc im pretty sure we dont have any other ex's, that just so happen to be best friends that you could jump to.. FIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BOYFRIENDS! fucking christ. and to think... we were best friends.. good to know you fucked me over, just like you promised you wouldnt. I FUCKING HATE YOU.
( time for me to be gay ) |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|07:04 pm] |
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wow, okay. i was completely wrong to think that i might actually be happy for once. nope that ended quick. the only thing that has made me happy in like a year, left. and yeah, it's coming back. but not soon enough. i need it now. ive gotten back to the oldddd me. the me that is in horrible moods and cant explain why. the me that doesnt even want to hang out with her friends bc she knows she wont have fun no matter whats going on. the me that cries myself to sleep everynight. the me that cant even stand to look in the mirror anymore bc im that disgusted with myself. i cant even laugh anymore. theres nothing for me to smile about at this point. everything i thought was good, is slowly turning to shit and i dont know why. i dont know what im doing differently to make myself feel this way. i dont understand why ive been getting migraines everyday for the past week. i dont know why sometimes im mean to people i love for absolutely no reason (sorry about that dina). i no longer have motivation for anything. not school, not work, not life. nothing. this is the me that i hated. miserable, depressed and alone. i cant figure out a way to express myself to make people understand how miserable i am. lately- the whole Zach thing has been bothering me again. and i dont know why sometimes i even think about it. i know its just going to make me upset. it always will. i hate the fact that i smoke cigs, i know im not addicted, and yet i cannot stop myself from doing it. ive been lieing to my parents about it now for the past month. that kills me. i blatently just lie to their face. "chris do you smoke?" "no" LIE!. i dont know how they would react if one day i actually said yes. i hate that the stupidest little things will make me cry. i hate that im such a bitch all the time bc im defensive bc i hate talking to people when im upset and yet people always feel theneed to ask why im in a bad modd and continue to ask, just stop. i hate that my parents ignore the fact that i tell them everyday i want to see a psychiatrist. my mom just keeps telling me calm down. no, if it were just a bad mood, it would be over by now. its not. i need help. get me some. thx. i hate that i have to pretend all of the time to be happy just so that people wont ask whats wrong. i hate this feeling. it has to go away soon. all i want is for Mike to come home. the day he left Dina cried bc she didnt want to see me unhappy bc Mike is the only thing that makes me happy. she said when i was with him it was the happiest she'd seen me in months. and now, he's gone, and im sure that im somehow going to fuck it up. i dont know how, or why. but i am. it scares me how much i care about him. i dont want to get hurt again. and everyone says hes an amazing guy for me, which is even more scary. what if he is, and i do something stupid, like i always do, and i lose him forever? then im completely fucked. i dont even know what else to say. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
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| | my phones beeping up a storm in my room | ] |
i love kristin...
iFKNownx10: but i opened once and i was like 20 mins earlier
iFKNownx10: diane was like =-O
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
wwEMOXFAGww: yellow too?
iFKNownx10: oh yeah
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
iFKNownx10: he mullet even stood straight up
wwEMOXFAGww: ROTFLMAO
iFKNownx10: hahahahahahah
wwEMOXFAGww: wow i wanna see that
iFKNownx10: ahahahahahahahahhahaha
wwEMOXFAGww: i'm gonna dream about it
wwEMOXFAGww: well maybe not but i'll try to
iFKNownx10: hahahahaahahahaha i DARE you to
wwEMOXFAGww: ok
iFKNownx10: if you do, i swear to god i will die laughing
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
iFKNownx10: no joke, i will seriously just drop dead
wwEMOXFAGww: i'll tell you tomarrow
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
wwEMOXFAGww: i'll bring those thingys on er that they zap u with to bring u back to life and they yell "CLEAR" b4 they ise them
wwEMOXFAGww: use*
iFKNownx10: ahahahahahaha
iFKNownx10: yeah ma
iFKNownx10: n
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
wwEMOXFAGww: i wonder if i can get that on ebay?
iFKNownx10: omg try it
iFKNownx10: what are they even called?
wwEMOXFAGww: CLEAR!
wwEMOXFAGww: that's at least what they should be called
iFKNownx10: hahahah yeah man
iFKNownx10: "hand me the CLEAR! pronto"
wwEMOXFAGww: yesss yesss
wwEMOXFAGww: lmao
iFKNownx10: hahahahahhaah
wwEMOXFAGww: hehe i'mm gonna look it up on ebay
wwEMOXFAGww: see what ahppens
iFKNownx10: haha YES!
wwEMOXFAGww: lol
wwEMOXFAGww: what a gay i got all like faceplates for cell phones and holders and crap
wwEMOXFAGww: and A HAIR CLIP
iFKNownx10: hahahahahaha
....btw-lj cut is NOT my friend.. akay
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT who has 2 job interviews on Wendnsday? i believe I DO! (oh & so do Dina & Shibbs) haha...had a good day today w/ Shibbs & Dina... chilled w/ Alex for a little while too. havent seen him in a while
Michael called me today (against the marine rules) haha. but oh well <3 i better get my love letter soon damnit...
...i already sent this to Dina's away message, but she signed off, so i dunno if she saw it or not. so Dina-this is for you. i love you. bffl<3333 no joke. we're together til the end : dina jean christine. i know that you think you're fat & whatnot. but listen to me. i love you more than you could ever understand. i wasnt there to witness your sickness the first time and i sure as hell dont wanna witness it happen again. i care about you too much to let you do this to yourself. you are beautiful in every way, shape or form and i know this means nothing to you, but i think you're perfect exactly the way you are. i love you
ummm i love meliiiiiiiiiiissa <3
...she made me update lol. um i dunno what else to say. my life is boring
oh my car died AGAIN. it was in the shop Sunday again. i got 4 new tires, new battery, oil change and new back brakes.. whaaaaaaaat.. all courtesy of daddy & momma dukes! <3
......lately-ive been hearing that i pull off the "emo look" really good.. is that a compliment or what? i dont even know. =/
yeah. bed time <3 |
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[Oct. 14th, 2004|12:25 am] |
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| | BILLY JOEL<3 whaat i was born in the wrong decade lol | ] |
today was out sr class photo. way unorganized. but whatever. sorry again melissa <3. sat w/ Siobhan, Juan & then. good times. after that 5-7 pds. gay. the end..
after school, got my flu shot ! =0 and silly me thought that was all the needles i get in one day. neg. i voluntarily offer to donate blood?!?!?! ME! AFRAID OF NEEDLES! yeah, but whatever, i felt like being a good citizen..
hung out w/ Shibbs, Dina & Jess tonight. good times <3 love those girls...
oh btw-my battery died again today, and then i closed Siobhans finger in the window. good game
Friday=out east w/ Jess, Dina & Laurie. good possibility
ps.. this song actually does make me cry
its my song for Michael. the end. <333
Mandy Moore - "Cry"
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
....okay goodnight
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[Oct. 12th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
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so my 2 weeks is up.i thought id feel a lot worse than i do. dont get me wrong, im upset to the max. i even brough the teddy bear he gave me to work, but i havent cried yet. i feel like a bitch for not crying, but im just trying to focus on the fact that i might be able to see him in two weeks. i miss not being able to talk to him whenever i want. i cant call him, he can only call me. weekends & if im lucky, he can call me at night. but i think its gonna be like late at night bc he doesnt report til 3, or atleast thats how it was for his 1st day. i dunno. i really miss him. i spent pretty much the whole day w/ him on Monday <3..i fucking miss Marcus too, he's like a brother to me, i mean i only met him like a month ago, but we talked about a lot of shit. he's awesome <3
Sunday me, Michael, Jess, Bri, Dina, boston Jess went to the haunted maze/house thing by 110. i was afraid beyond belief, it wasnt that bad though, i think i just phsyched myself out so that i thought i was more afraid then i really was. so anyway. jess had to go home bc she had school in the morning, so i dropped her at her car, which was at my house, so me & Michael just chilled at my house and watched tv, ended up falling asleep. and woke up at 6 the next morning to Marcus asking us to go to ihop, it doesnt open til 7, so we went back to bed, and Michael left at 7 to go to ihop and i went back to bed, but then woke up again at 11 so say bye to boston Jess who went back to college yesterday. then i went home, showered, picked up Dina, went to Michaels and we chilled there til 6ish, when he left. wow, extremely sad.
anyway. im making a new sn, not that anyone reads this, or cares. but its gonna be *ifknownx10* the end. add it to your buddylists. kthx =)
me & dina miss our 2bf.. maybe we'll chill w/ them soon. <3
kbye<3
MICHAEL<3 come home
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15: This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq. Pass it on to everyone and pray. Something good will happen to you tonight at 11:11 PM. This is not a joke. Someone will either call you or will talk to you online and say that they love you. Do not break this chain. Send this to 13 people no send backs
.....considering Michael is training to go to Iraq, and he called me this morning and told me he loved me, and me and Siobhans lyric is "at 11:11, wishes dont come true" that fucking chain is freaking me out.
anyway, Michael broke the rules before to call me and tell me that from now on, he cant call me at night bc they're not allowed, so i can only talk to him on weekends, and after his 36 days of soi training in North Carolina, he gets sent to Virgina for like 52 days or something like that, so i pretty much wont see him til Christmas, when he only gets 96 hrs, but as Marcus said, if we can get through this we can get through anything. i miss you already Michael <3 i cant wait to hear his voice on Friday ='( |
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| 2 weeks went by way too quick |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|05:21 pm] |
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so yeah.. lately.. been seeing Mike everyday... i dont want him to leave at all. im gonna be sucha wreck Monday. Tuesday. Wednsday. okay the end. a wreck til i see him again.. oh man. this is gonna be so hard. whenever i see him, i like try to cherish it, bc it could seriously be one of the last times i see him for a few months. and then after that, i may never see him again. Iraq is a scary place. <3 please come home.
ANYWAY! off the depressing subject... i ran from the cops last night. first time actually having to literally run. i was w/ Mike, Joe & Tom? i think thats his name. they were drinking in some park/woods thing, and the cops pull up, so we run into the woods. i got stuck on a tree, Tom fell and bust his knee. then we had to drive around the block to pick up Mike & Joe bc they couldnt walk past the cops w/ their beer lol.. so yeah. good times.....then me & Mike went to his house, then Marcus & some girl came over. then we left and went to some party. then i went home. the end <3 good night
...wow my life is extremely boring. good game kids.
Siobhan is the funniest person. well okay-maybe Juan. but whatever. i love them both. the end
i love sleeping in cold weather<3 i just wish Mike could be here during the winter so we could cuddle and shit. =/ THIS SUCKS. like an immense amount
anyway-i cant think of anything else exciting. bc yeah. i suck. um.. im gonna go shower, then im picking up Mike, & we're going to visit Melissa at work so she could meet him. then me & Melissa are hanging out when she gets outta work. might meet up w/ Jess & Marcus later on. depends on whats goin on....
JESSICA TARA IS FUCKING HOME FOR THE WEEKEND. she gets home tomorrow. WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. applebees=BE PREPARED! we're back in action!
so me & dina are considering getting our tongues peirced. i think shes more serious about it though. im too scared of getting kicked out hahah
my best friend...the 1st line is a little disgusting-but hey, least im honest.
bleedngxheart: i really smell. i was sweating a lot today and i forgot to be deodorant on this morning
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: yea ,maybe ill shower soon
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: ill prolly sleep instead tho
bleedngxheart: lol me too
bleedngxheart: ever fall asleep in the shower?
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: no lmao
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: have you?
bleedngxheart: yah hahaha all the time
bleedngxheart: especially in a hot shower. those are the best. so comfy and relaxing
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: how tho?
bleedngxheart: im always like "im tired. im gonna sit down for a minute" next thing i know my mom is banging on the door telling me to stop wasting water hahahah
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: lma
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: ur so wierd
xObr0KeNxAnGeLoX: i love u
Abdul really makes me feel good about myself..
41: and remember, i think ur hot!
Gun N Rose 41: ;-)
...i said thank you, and omg his reponce almost made pee come out...
Gun N Rose 41: ur welcome, but u shouldnt be thankin me...u should be thankin the almighty
Gun N Rose 41: he is the one that gave u the body
....LMFAO! hahahahaahahaah i fucking love him <3
oh-me & Dina are best friends who like giving our Marine friend goodbye presents ;)
okay .. bye<3
ps-sorry for the randomness.. actually-fuck that, no im not. but i do have something else to say
to a certain someone who thinks its okay to call my best friend a fuck up...
There are two very strong, very large Marines who want to kick your ass. So if i were you, i would shut my fucking face bc you have no right to say those things to her, or about her. so whenever you feel like saying shit, remember, 2 marines will be on your ass.. thanks =) |
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| quick entry before bed |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|12:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | taking back sunday | ] |
today was a good friday... 1st pd was boring, 2nd was retarted, 3rd we had a sub & Juan almost made me pee myself he is so fucking funny, 4th. idk mrs rielly is awesome. the end, 5th glen kept me laughing & 6th well, i cant complain i have a 96 avg hahah. me and siobhan left after 6th and i dont remember what we did but we picked up jess and went to the mall & went in the halloween store for an hour and tried on costumers. most fun ive had in a while. lemme tell you <3333333.. we dropped siobhan off, me and jess got our checks then headed to roosevelt field.. came home, got food, saw Mike<3 & Marcus, left them, picked up Dina and the 3 of us went go-karting hahaha awesome time...
tomorrow me Jess Marcus & Mike are gonna drink & prolly crash here or something.. who knows. as long as im w/ Mike, im happy. <33333333333 =/ im sucha dork
okay the end. short. im going to bed.. edit tomorrow? maybe. who knows, who cares..
6days, fuckbags <3
ID WAIT FOREVER... |
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| 2 weeks and counting.... |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|11:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bette midler | ] |
so today was all in all a good day.... school sucks, but i had a fun day so whatever... i was excited all day bc i though i was getting my car back right after school...
yeah. DIDNT HAPPEN!
so when i got to work i was already in a bad mood bc i didnt have my car and the whole gum in my pocket thing (haha jess.. you're the only one who knows)..anyway. and diane goes "oh stine. go to courtesy" i was like fuck you. stupid sr day and all the fucking rainchecks.. so what does diane do? SENDS PEOPLE OVER TO BE RUNG UP! i was like wtf. people were yellin and shit. and fuckin. the scale wasnt working. and people were being mean. and the sales werent coming off. and im just bad day. so diane just goes "here take this til. pick a register. and go open over there" SO WTF people were assholes all day. and whatever... buttttt
I GOT MY CAR! right the fuck after work.. so i took my ass to the mall & bought some nightmare before christman dice for the rearview mirror <3 cuuteness
so anyway. after that. i went home & got ready. and me & Jess went out to dinner w/ out Marine Boys. ...they make me happy, well Marcus is an ass sometimes, but whatever. Marine Mike makes me happy.<3. the end
tomorrow fuckin school til 12 then work 12.30-4.30... im expecting visitors =)..
....you're making it hard for me....
<3 id wait forever to be your girl..
BAD STINE! hahahah as jess (boston) would say.. <333
.....Friday=out east w/ jess?. who knows..
okay the end<3 |
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| worst week everrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
[Sep. 24th, 2004|01:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new....<3 | ] |
in addition to last entries +/- list....
--------------------------we put my dog to sleep last friday.. hardest thing ive ever had to do
+i love my sister
- LANDSCAPING BRICK+MY REAR WINDSHEILD=i fucking hate my town and everyone in it. kthx
+Melissa is the best person ever & i love her (its on the other one, but hey. i love her that much lol)
- ....um... ashley lol
+i lost weight
- ....i think my boobs shrank haha
+john anthony is home for 10 days!
-....he leaves on tuesday for like 098907955 months.
-i miss cuddling
-i miss alcohol....
( bc i have nothing better to do bc i have no car! )
okay enough of this... i have work today 4-10.. and i have to get rides bc i have no car.. i feel so young again
oh btw- Anthony Wick is an amazing person to talk to. thank you & goodnight <3
....funny...
Your Boobies' Names Are: Abercrombie & Fitch
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| woooohoooo |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|10:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sublime<3 | ] |
( DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: Ur mom is wonderful in bed )
ps. this is why dina is my best friend...
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: ill take ur mom
bleedngxheart: i hear shes good in bed
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO is away at 10:07:20 PM.
bleedngxheart: ya know, rumor has it
Auto response from DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: have sex with me
bleedngxheart: come over
bleedngxheart: butt onlyyy if we can use the new Trojan Double Pleasure or whatever its called..
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: yea we can use like 3058 of them
bleedngxheart: make sure you bring the multipack then
bleedngxheart: im all for it though, you're fuckin hot
bleedngxheart: :-D
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: Ur mom is wonderful in bed
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO returned at 10:12:46 PM.
bleedngxheart: some people tell me shes kinda selfish though?
bleedngxheart: did she let you climax 1st?
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: of course not
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: she did i cool clit trix though
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: she can make it dance
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: oh shit im talking about ur mom
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: im sorry
bleedngxheart: dont worry, ive heard worse
bleedngxheart: and sorry to tell you, your mom is horrible in bed, shes clumbsy and seems nervous
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: lmao
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: yea i kno.. one time i heard she fell out of bed
bleedngxheart: YEH!
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: and broke her pelvic bone and was sexually inactive for 2 days =-O
bleedngxheart: last night she did,and i was just like wtf so i finished the job myself
bleedngxheart: ps-i would just like to state that we are disgusting people
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: i kno but i love it lmao
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: i love u so much <333 plz marry me
bleedngxheart: i love you too
bleedngxheart: I DO!
DrAmA aNgEL XOxO: Okay.. were married
bleedngxheart: YES!!!!!!
okay so my life lately?...lets see how far back i can remember.. time for a +/- list
+dinajean & jessmay
+jonh anthony is home for 10 days and me, dina, and jess are staying at his house on saturday
-my sched suckkks
+chris is a really good kisser
+cute lindenhurst boys (just them in general)
-im sick again
-im stressed and confused
+/-i miss jess, but shes coming home soon! <3
+me & joey are talking again
+JP is my psych class
+/-im slowly getting over Ryan
+melissa is an amazing person, even if i dont seem to appreciate it sometimes
-cigarettes are bad for you
-i havent been fucked up in a long time
+staying at mikes house w/ heather<3
+talking to heather again
.....and thats about all i can remember for now....
i need a dig cam.. who wants to make a donation? <3333333
okay <smittenkitten3 |
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| 1st entryyy |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|03:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blink 182 | ] |
so this is my 1st entry & i havent had a chance to do my layout yet, but.... everyone else is doing this stupid thing, so BAA
( everyone else is doing this stupid thing, so BAA )
so yeah. last night was the Taking Back Sunday instore at Looney Tunes.. went w/ Heather & Jeff but ended up meeting up w/ Dee & her friends.. everything was good until 'RC' came (Ryan.. oh no!) haha.. the show was amazing though =)... so after that me Jeff & Heather went to Jeff's house & then to Beniganns for dinner. at like 11 i met up w/ Lauren, Dina, Chris, Sully & some of their friends at Wendy's.. haha & then yeah that was my night
today everyone went to Dorney Park but when they get home later we're prolly gonna smoke =) yay..
this was a boring 1st entry.. sue me
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